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« Thread started on: Mar 19th, 2010, 09:29am »

This refers to a very close friend of mine that from day one, I considered her to be my best friend and for years, we both agreed we were kindred spirits after feeling a pretty intense connection. Her name is Julia. A while ago, I had some deep emotional issues with my family, and was too stubborn to face them head on, so I used her trust to get away from home. It took a while, but I eventually grew to come in terms with my family issues, but may have single handedly tore apart the very core or of our friendship. We don't speak much anymore, even avoid each other, whether because of awkwardness or a lost of trust and regret on my end. The trust and closeness we once shared as kindred spirits is now bruised, and very well may be scarred because of my one mistake. Not a single apology can heal the wound.

I love her to death, and still feel the connection with her, but don't know what to do. She won't listen to me anymore. I need some prayers, I'll also take any advice anyone has to offer.
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« Reply #1 on: Sep 1st, 2010, 09:35am »

It's been 6 months.
Time heals they say.
How are you now?
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« Reply #2 on: Sep 1st, 2010, 09:42am »

Thanks for asking. Well I'll sum it up as fast as I can here. I still miss my friend, but I'm looking at it more positively now. Instead of focusing on the past, I took her friendship and I used it as motivation.

She is now the inspiration for everything I do, I've written her a ton of songs, and that was my first step. They say you gotta get those feelings out, and I did, and that really helped me out.

I got a job that she would be proud of, and I am doing a 2,200 mile charity event, and honestly I couldn't be more happy about it all.

I'll always miss her, and I'll never forget her, but I know things can never be the same. I'm not even the same kind of person I was back then. Even so, a small piece of me will always want that back.

Overall tho, to answer your question, I'm doing better.
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« Reply #3 on: Sep 1st, 2010, 10:53am »

Sounds like you are 'moving on'.
Time to write some of those songs for YOU now.

When you find someone else and get more involved with
your Life, you will see that this was necessary to help you move forward. And her too.

Never forget, cherish the past, look forward to the future and live in the Now.
Or for you geeks - now();

Love the books "The Secret" and "Seth Speaks".
Just suggestions.

Look me up in Ohio's event in 2 weeks if you are there.
Best wishes and remember:
"Life is too long not to enjoy it."

Steph
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